gardenofdarkness

It's been a long monday and I think I might just head to bed early today, will see. Have to get up early tomorrow to go to the doctor. HAve to do some test and they are looking into things as to see what might be wrong. Been given some half answers as to what it might be and even though I want an answer I'm not to happy about then having to be on meds for the rest of my life. That would suck!

Was wondering why I asked someone if they were interested as I know myself I'm not. Not at this point. Love hanging out with the person and we have so much fun but more... No not from my side, atleast not now. Therefor I felt kind of bad when the answer from you was yes... After "spying" on you for about 5 years thinking you are damn nice it all kind of faded after getting to know you. I kind of know the reasons why. You are a great guy but not the one for me, sorry.

Went past my old place today, felt a bit weird...

I wonder what my dreams are trying to tell me...